So throughout this time I have changed dramatically. Where I
used to keep my beliefs quiet and held close I now talk about it openly. This
has caused some good conversations and has also brought conflict. That’s to be
expected of course. What I didn’t expect was conflict with other Christians. It
actually makes me kind of sad that Christianity has split into so many
denominations with so many variables to the way the faith is taught. I feel
like some churches water the message down to make it more appealing and end up
doing a disservice to followers. When talking about this and lamenting how some
churches no longer talk about sin I ended up in, not really an argument, but a
disagreement on the message of Jesus and how it is presented. I actually got
rather annoyed as I was told that my church was teaching me wrong and this
person’s church focuses on the love of Jesus and doesn’t talk about sin. Truly
though, if you leave sin out of the equation you are missing the whole point of
Jesus coming to this earth. Of course, He loves everyone regardless of our
pasts but repentance isn’t listed as an optional thing. Conviction of our sins
is the way we grow and improve. Being a follower of Christ isn’t all happiness
and rainbows. It isn’t just about warm fuzzies and that message does a
disservice to all who hear it. This life isn’t easy and wasn’t meant to be.
Jesus tells us as they hated Him so to would we be hated. To accept His gift
and then keep on doing all the bad things you did before seems like taking His
sacrifice for granted to me. Knowing something is totally against God but
willfully doing it anyway, I think, is a sign of an unrepentant heart and if
you aren’t a repentant sinner then are you truly saved?
I don’t know the answer to that question. Some think simply
believing is enough and it doesn’t matter if you turn from your sin or not.
That Jesus is all peace and love. They seem to forget there were times he also
showed righteous anger. When He returns it won’t be to give the world a big
hug, He will be returning as the Lion, as judge of the world. Conviction of sin
is important, I have had my wrong ways pointed out to me and it has helped me
to grow as a person and as a believer. I stumble, we all stumble, but the point
is we fight against our inherent sin nature. We won’t be perfect, we can’t be,
but we can still strive to be.
Jesus convicts people of sin throughout His time here on
earth. In BSF right now we just learned about the Samaritan woman at the well.
Before He could bring her in He pointed out her sin and her guilt regarding her
5 husbands and the man she was currently living with. My BSF notes put it this
way: Conviction of sin was the first step in granting her the living water. The
first step. Sounds pretty important to me.
Does that mean we act like ogres running around whacking
people on the heads with our Bibles or acting crazy like those Westboro people?
No way!! Another good excerpt from my notes says this: “Jesus used strong
words, not to condemn her, but to cause her to see her sin and her true state
from God’s perspective. His words proved He knew the worst about her. The
secrets of her heart were open to Him but He
did not despise her. In fact He loved her deeply.”
In love, He helped her to see her sin and led her to a better
way of life more pleasing to God. Once you accept it, our sin is not our shame
anymore. We no longer have to hide. It then becomes, I don’t know, a teaching
tool? We can declare “this is what I used to be and this is what I have become”.
I was selfish, prideful, disrespectful at times, I had sex before I was
married, I let the desire to be liked cause me to compromise my morals, I have
been judgmental, greedy, I have stolen, I have cheated, I have put myself and
my happiness above others. I still struggle with some of these but now I think about
my actions and how they will affect others, I help others without being
concerned about what I will get in return, I set aside my own discomfort to
bring joy to others when the opportunity presents itself. I don’t collapse
every time something bad happens; I trust more and worry less.
God's grace given freely to us through Jesus Christ forgives us of our sins but first, we must recognize our sin as sin.
God's grace given freely to us through Jesus Christ forgives us of our sins but first, we must recognize our sin as sin.
Conviction and change leads to freedom.
-Blessed
is the one whose transgression is forgiven, whose sin is covered. Blessed is
the man against whom the Lord counts no iniquity, and in whose
spirit there is no deceit. For when I kept silent, my bones wasted away through
my groaning all day long. For day and night your hand was heavy upon me; my
strength was dried up as by the heat of summer. Selah I acknowledged my sin to
you, and I did not cover my iniquity; I said, “I will confess my transgressions
to the Lord,” and you forgave the iniquity of my sin. Psalm 32:1-7
- As it is, I rejoice, not because you were
grieved, but because you were grieved into repenting. For you felt a godly
grief, so that you suffered no loss through us. For godly grief produces a
repentance that leads to salvation without regret, whereas worldly grief
produces death. 2 Corinthians 7:9-10
- And when
he comes, he will convict the world concerning sin and righteousness and
judgment: John 16:8 (regarding the Holy Spirit)
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